stifling sickness. it sucks. i am to the point of almost immunity. almost is the key word. that it is not to say that i am not unaffected by it now but merely partially numbed. incessant words. in comparision to those around, this problem of mine is miniscue. however it is a small thorn in my ass that keeps pricking me. it stings and burns, not cutting deep but causing minor lacerations on a rather easy going life of mine. who knows, it might fester into an infection or something major. it only takes time. i am unsure if i have the control or the paitence to keep under wraps. in the first place, is it even worth it to burry the problem six feet under, suppressed.